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Name: Ashley
Location: Kentucky, United States
Birthday: 4/4/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: Cultures, mythology, traveling... I like diversity and I don't like to stay in any one place for very long. I like reading and I love to write and publish my works.
Expertise: I can write pretty well, but I don't know if I would consider this an expertise. I know a ton about cats lol.
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  KhaosDrifter
Member Since:
9/11/2005
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Ok, screw the greetings, here's my newest poem.
Scared
I don't need anyone to tell me the things I'm missing
Underneath this cloak that's me
The part of me you'll never see
Though all alone here
Some glimmer of hope falls down from the sky into my hands
Like a key to this lock that I have
Lost, lost here inside of me
Holding to things I can't see
Trying to swim in a maelstrom of fear
Where the sight of his blood stays clear in my mind
I am scared.
And...
Pain
It rings out like a bell
Vibrating through time
Distance
Space
Changing everything
Black is white
Light is dark
Haunting me to no end
Torture
It breathes through me
Dead inside my being
I cringe
Can't you see this pain
This monster
I am nothing to this
Now I hear it calling
I'm falling
Did you know?
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| So.. like... It's been months! lol
And I dont really have anything to say. Hmmm...
I did eventually get the new Adema cd. It doesn't suck like I thought it would. So I didn't have to throw it in the fireplace. ^-^
I also got an Adema t-shirt and ordered a different one. *yay for me!*
God I'm bored. | | |
| I've been tagged by Buffy.. To reveal my 5 weirdest habits... So.. Here goes?
1) I can't go to sleep when our porch light is on.
2) I can't finish a book without starting others while I'm reading it.
3) I sometimes turn my fan on in the winter.
4) I won't eat anything frozen, already cooked, leftovers (unless they're nachos), seafood, hamburgers of any kind, types of bread, cheese, cooked vegetables, and lots of other things because I'm really picky about what I eat. I kinda live off of chicken and rice.
5) The first time I spend the night at a new person's house (that I've never been to before), I usually get sick. | | |
| My life-sucks mood is mostly gone now. I guess. It's still kinda depressing, but I mean.. It's not like there's anything I can do about it. In Wes's words, "You shouldn't like, dread the past or anything." LOL Katie was in the drum room practicing her all district music and then Wes went in there to practice his all district music, and then I went with Wes just so I wouldn't have to play. For a few minutes I read a book. They didn't get much practcing done. Katie taught Wes how to stick right, it was kinda funny to me. And Katie couldn't play because she kept getting Wes's tempo mixed up with her own. And then we all sat there the entire class and had a heart to heart(s) lol. It was neat, I don't really talk to Wes very much. I don't really talk to Katie all that much anymore either, come to think of it. But it was really cool. Katie and Wes both seem to have a lot more drama in their lives than I do, so I don't feel so bad. Maybe I should be like Angel and begin a life long journey of redemption and solitude and engulf myself in other people's problems and brood in dark corners when I have nothing else to do. Sounds like fun to me. I mean sometimes, you can totally relate to the guy. Besides the whole vampire thing...
Man I wish I had better things to think about other than how I can relate to a brooding vampire.
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| Life sucks. You wouldn't believe how unbelievably bad it just really sucks. Life sucks. I need to invest in some sort of anti-life-sucks-helmet. Dunno what the hell I was thinking.
As some stupid random note, I decided to title my shitty poem, "Getting Past." Not like anyone cares.
I want to curl up in that corner over there and pause my life and sleep for eternity. | | |
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